Ambivalence
23.08.2005
1. proof of the blood
(Prueba de la Sangre).
music & lyrics: 猶人 (naoto)
- Romaji
shinjiru mono nante mou nani hitotsu nokotte inai kara
kurikaesareru kono uragiri to hanarenai That language ...
tada hitori yami ni nokosarete gareki no ue wo hadashi de
doro ni mamire chi wo nagashi aruki tsuzukeru It's still .... all the time
the believed relation breakes cruely and doesn't restore
hahen wa musou ni kono kokoro wo It tears apart scatteringly
nothing is felt in relation of blood. It's meaningless
mou nidoto omae ni wa doesn't expectation
minikuku kegareta kono sugata soredemo susumi tsuzukeru darou
buzama ni mogaku kono ore wo suki na dake waraeba ii
In the inside of darkness and dispair even if it can't move
kono ishiki wa nagare tsuzuke It will be led to that place
Since blood is seen continue flowing and feels easy
fukai itami kakaeta mama It is stronger than anything
tsubureta kono ryoute de kawaranu chikai daki tsuzukete
kuroku hate shinai kono michi ni chi no ato wo nokoshite yuku
kasuka ni mieru yami no hate motome subete wo sasagete kanarazu It surely arrives
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tada hitori yami ni nokosarete gareki no ue wo hadashi de
doro ni mamire chi wo nagashi aruki tsuzukeru It's still .... all the time
the believed relation breakes cruely and doesn't restore
hahen wa musou ni kono kokoro wo It tears apart scatteringly
nothing is felt in relation of blood. It's meaningless
mou nidoto omae ni wa doesn't expectation
minikuku kegareta kono sugata soredemo susumi tsuzukeru darou
buzama ni mogaku kono ore wo suki na dake waraeba ii
In the inside of darkness and dispair even if it can't move
kono ishiki wa nagare tsuzuke It will be led to that place
Since blood is seen continue flowing and feels easy
fukai itami kakaeta mama It is stronger than anything
tsubureta kono ryoute de kawaranu chikai daki tsuzukete
kuroku hate shinai kono michi ni chi no ato wo nokoshite yuku
kasuka ni mieru yami no hate motome subete wo sasagete kanarazu It surely arrives
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- Kanji/Hangul
信じるモノなんてもう 何一つ残っていないから
繰り返されるこの裏切りと 離れない That language ...
ただ一人闇に残されて 瓦礫の上を裸足で
泥にまみれ血を流し 歩き続け It's still .... all the time
the believed relation breakes cruely and doesn't restore
破片は無数にこの心を It tears apart scatteringly
nothing is felt in relation of blood. It's meaningless
もう二度とお前には doesn't expectation
醜く汚れたこの姿 それでも進み続けるだろう
無様にもがくこのオレを 好きなだけ笑えばいい
In the inside of darkness and dispair even if it can't move
この意識は流れ続け It will be led to that place
Since blood is seen continue flowing and feels easy
深い痛み抱えたまま It is stronger than anything
潰れたこの両手で変わらぬ誓い抱き続けて
黒く果てしないこの道に血の跡を残してゆく
微かに見える闇の果て求め 全てを捧げて必ず It surely arrives
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繰り返されるこの裏切りと 離れない That language ...
ただ一人闇に残されて 瓦礫の上を裸足で
泥にまみれ血を流し 歩き続け It's still .... all the time
the believed relation breakes cruely and doesn't restore
破片は無数にこの心を It tears apart scatteringly
nothing is felt in relation of blood. It's meaningless
もう二度とお前には doesn't expectation
醜く汚れたこの姿 それでも進み続けるだろう
無様にもがくこのオレを 好きなだけ笑えばいい
In the inside of darkness and dispair even if it can't move
この意識は流れ続け It will be led to that place
Since blood is seen continue flowing and feels easy
深い痛み抱えたまま It is stronger than anything
潰れたこの両手で変わらぬ誓い抱き続けて
黒く果てしないこの道に血の跡を残してゆく
微かに見える闇の果て求め 全てを捧げて必ず It surely arrives
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- ENGLISH
Already such as the things I believe in because nothing remains
To not separate with this repeated betrayal That language ...I am simply left regrettably alone in the darkness above the rubble, barefoot, covered with mud, shedding blood I keep walking, still .... all the time
the believed relation breaks cruely and doesn't restore
the fragments infinitely tear this heart apart scatteringly
nothing is felt in relation of blood.
It's meaningless and you don't ever again expect it
this unclean, ugly figure will still probably keep advancing ungracefully
it's okay to laugh at this self that struggles if you like
Even if it can't move inside of darkness and dispair this consciousness continues to flow It will be led to that place
Since blood is seen continuing to flow and feels easy, the profound pain held as it is It is stronger than anything
smashed with both these hands I will keep embracing the constant vow
I go and blackly leave endless tracks of blood on this street
the resulting demand of the dimly-seen darkness dedicates everything and without fail, it surely arrives
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Ya asi como en las cosas en que creo porque no queda nada
Por no separar con esta reiterada traición ese lenguaje ...
Simplemente soy abandonada, lamentablemente sola en la oscuridad encima de los escombros, descalza, cubiertos con
lodo, derramando sangre siguió caminando, aun .... todo el tiempo
La relación creída se rompe cruelmente y no se restaura
Los fragmentos infinitamente desgarran este corazón dispersándolo
Nada se siente en relación con la sangre
No tiene significado y tu nunca jamás la anticipas
Esta sucia, fea figura probablemente sigua avanzando desairadamente
Esta bien reírse ante este yo que lucha si gustas
Incluso si no puede moverse dentro de la oscuridad y desconsuelo esta con conciencia sigue fluyendo
Será guiada a ese lugar
Ya que la sangre se ve continuamente que fluye y se considera fácil
El profundo dolor como es, es mas fuerte que nada
Rompieron con ambas manos, me mantendré abrazando la constante promesa
Yo voy y negramente dejo interminables huellas de sangre en la calle
El resultado demandante de la tenuemente vista oscuridad dedica todo y sin fallar, seguramente llegara
To not separate with this repeated betrayal That language ...I am simply left regrettably alone in the darkness above the rubble, barefoot, covered with mud, shedding blood I keep walking, still .... all the time
the believed relation breaks cruely and doesn't restore
the fragments infinitely tear this heart apart scatteringly
nothing is felt in relation of blood.
It's meaningless and you don't ever again expect it
this unclean, ugly figure will still probably keep advancing ungracefully
it's okay to laugh at this self that struggles if you like
Even if it can't move inside of darkness and dispair this consciousness continues to flow It will be led to that place
Since blood is seen continuing to flow and feels easy, the profound pain held as it is It is stronger than anything
smashed with both these hands I will keep embracing the constant vow
I go and blackly leave endless tracks of blood on this street
the resulting demand of the dimly-seen darkness dedicates everything and without fail, it surely arrives
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- ESPAÑOL
Ya asi como en las cosas en que creo porque no queda nada
Por no separar con esta reiterada traición ese lenguaje ...
Simplemente soy abandonada, lamentablemente sola en la oscuridad encima de los escombros, descalza, cubiertos con
lodo, derramando sangre siguió caminando, aun .... todo el tiempo
La relación creída se rompe cruelmente y no se restaura
Los fragmentos infinitamente desgarran este corazón dispersándolo
Nada se siente en relación con la sangre
No tiene significado y tu nunca jamás la anticipas
Esta sucia, fea figura probablemente sigua avanzando desairadamente
Esta bien reírse ante este yo que lucha si gustas
Incluso si no puede moverse dentro de la oscuridad y desconsuelo esta con conciencia sigue fluyendo
Será guiada a ese lugar
Ya que la sangre se ve continuamente que fluye y se considera fácil
El profundo dolor como es, es mas fuerte que nada
Rompieron con ambas manos, me mantendré abrazando la constante promesa
Yo voy y negramente dejo interminables huellas de sangre en la calle
El resultado demandante de la tenuemente vista oscuridad dedica todo y sin fallar, seguramente llegara
